November 16th

The days are getting longer...theres more time to lament and think of whats gone on in the past year. It trully is hard to let go, but that's what friends are for. I thank all my friends that have been there for me in probably my most difficult of times. I replay that night/day in my dreams constantly; in one moment you can have everything and in the next you can lose it all.

Liquid Spirits Feat. Phonte (of Little Brother) - 4Everyday

I get lonely too...

When you miss that special person in your life, its hard to let, its hard to accept that they are gone. I live every moment expecting that person to come back or at least remember what we had. I fucked up and I failed but with that last chance, I can make everything better and different. This person is the most special person on this earth and I would do anything for her to come back. I get lonely, and I trully love her from the depths of my heart.




I Get Lonely Too - Drake

Moving On...

I think moving on from someone that was the best you'll ever get is hard. Like she said, I will absolutely never meet anyone better than her. I don't deserve to be loved or given another chance. I should honestly just give up on love. I don't know how to treat it or use it.